ebrady87

So my boyfriend of 4 years moved to ny recently ( in june) and it's w/e cause it was a good choice for him and hes doing a lot better workwise and life wise. BUT i only get to see him 2 times a month...

Sooo my boyfriend yesterday asked me if I'd like to come to have thanksgiving dinner with his family this year. We've been dating for 4 years now, and I thought it'd be a good idea. My family is...

It's strange the thoughts that go through my head. The one side, wanting to be normal. Wanting to be a sexy female, accomplish BWN's "ideal" body shape. I want to be what he wants me to be because I...

I hate myself so much for getting so absorbed and sucked into this stupid illness. I don't understand (well I kind of do) why it's so hard to just kick it in the ass and leave it behind. It makes me...

Been so busy with work and traveling that I haven't been on here in forever. Overall things are going better. Life is a little brighter. I'm in a good cycle again. Almost like clockwork. I keep...

So after yo-yoing from depression to happiness I think i am finally in a good middle ground. For how long, I dont know. But i sure am going to enjoy it while it is here. ANDD i've been eating better....

So my boyfriend of 4 years moved to ny recently ( in june) and it's w/e cause it was a good choice for him and hes doing a lot better workwise and life wise. BUT i only get to see him 2 times a month...