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Been so busy with work and traveling that I haven't been on here in forever. Overall things are going better. Life is a little brighter. I'm in a good cycle again. Almost like clockwork. I keep meaning to talk to my doctor bout the cycles that I go through but haven't gotten a chance yet. There also is this wierd growth thing on my back that showed up a few years ago that I believe has gotten bigger and now has wierd white spots in it. My doctor has me coming in asap to check for skin cancer. SO that sucks... I'm gaining weight like mad. I'm up to 115 now. It's freaky. Ummm.... I dunno. That's about it I guess. Life is life.
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aw I hope the doc appt goes well, and that the growth is benign.
I\'m glad you\'re in a good spot, though. There are so many things that can affect your wellness-- I know they can be SO difficult to tease apart. Hopefully with some work you can detect more specific patterns and comprise some coping mechanisms or solutions. In terms of the weight gain-- this is going to be so very oversimplified but weight fluctuation comes with the territory of recovery, which you already know. Keep your eye on the \"prize\" at the end. It\'s worth it :-)