Elijahblu

Decided not to answer the phone until I'm ready!

It took a moment but I'm getting to "Happy"  been trying to figure out how to deal with Co-parenting.  Wishing the best for all three of us.  Praying that God's saving graces, blesses us and...

He cried...said he was dying and didn't have long to live.  He needed me, he needed us and although in the back of my mind I kept seeing the signs that "the monster" was peeping through the cracks I...

It is a "New Year" and I'm feeling pretty good about this incoming year.  In November my son's Father finally upgraded from financial, emotional and verbal abuse to physical. When it first happened...

I've finally given in to the fact that as little interaction as possible is what's best for me. I find it a little hard because I can't keep our son away from him and I can't be around him for more...

I had been working toward the goal of getting myself together one step at a time.  Fixing my car, paying off bills and was finally almost finished paying off my car.  I owed 1900. and needed to get...

Friday, He got his taxes back and offered me $300 I politely gave it back because I want no confusion when the IRS calls us in.  Valentines Day he bought tix for us to go to the Ice Capades....

It's called the "Honeymoon" phase this is the part where you're so sweet to me.  Doing the things you know I like.  But I got my eye on you this time.  Valentine's Day is coming up and I'm...

It almost a week since the last episode and I can already feel myself slipping back into the relaxed mode.  Why does that happen?  Why do I begin to forget who I'm living with?  I'm most certain...

I was laughing at myself today because I found a sofa on sale that i wanted and then thought "how in world am I going to hide a sofa"   There's many layers to this.  Anyway all in all I feel much...

I'm wondering how can I manage to keep my focus and composure in this relationship. I have to remember who he is.  I get sooooo tired of holding grudges, walking through my life and my house with an...

It took a moment but I'm getting to "Happy"  been trying to figure out how to deal with Co-parenting.  Wishing the best for all three of us.  Praying that God's saving graces, blesses us and...

He cried...said he was dying and didn't have long to live.  He needed me, he needed us and although in the back of my mind I kept seeing the signs that "the monster" was peeping through the cracks I...

It is a "New Year" and I'm feeling pretty good about this incoming year.  In November my son's Father finally upgraded from financial, emotional and verbal abuse to physical. When it first happened...

I've finally given in to the fact that as little interaction as possible is what's best for me. I find it a little hard because I can't keep our son away from him and I can't be around him for more...