Elijahblu

It's called the "Honeymoon" phase this is the part where you're so sweet to me.  Doing the things you know I like.  But I got my eye on you this time.  Valentine's Day is coming up and I'm...

It almost a week since the last episode and I can already feel myself slipping back into the relaxed mode.  Why does that happen?  Why do I begin to forget who I'm living with?  I'm most certain...

I was laughing at myself today because I found a sofa on sale that i wanted and then thought "how in world am I going to hide a sofa"   There's many layers to this.  Anyway all in all I feel much...

I'm wondering how can I manage to keep my focus and composure in this relationship. I have to remember who he is.  I get sooooo tired of holding grudges, walking through my life and my house with an...

It's the day after Christmas and don't want to talk or interact with him in any kind of way but I feel like I'm being immature.  I'm really not a fighter or grudge holder by nature but yesterday...

I look around my house and I look at myself and I'm gone.  How do I get myself back? I look a hundred years old.  My eyes are tired.  I'm up at 4am and can't sleep anymore - going straight to...