Feeling Kinda Low

I had been working toward the goal of getting myself together one step at a time.  Fixing my car, paying off bills and was finally almost finished paying off my car.  I owed 1900. and needed to get one more thing fixed to pass my emissions test and a man ran the stop sign and totalled it.  So now I have no car, no transporation.  I feel like a wrench has been thrown at me and my plan.  Even though I would be here sometimes unhappy I could always jump in the car and go. I borrowed a car today.  The agreement was I would go shopping for household needs and he would go do the laundry while I shopped.  Well, that never happen I spent the afternoon doing laundry, never made it to the grocery store because I had to give the car back. Got a ride home to find him lounging around. The three bags of laundry I carried up to the third floor still sitting in the floor.  I'm very angry about it because it's so unfair.  I just put it in my mind  that if I was single I would have to do these things anyway.  Sometimes it works, sometimes it doesn't.  I asked if he would help me get another car since he was driving when it was totalled.  He just replied he was trying to get himself a car. I WILL BE SOOO GLAD WHEN THIS PHASE OF MY LIFE IS OVER.  I feel so pitiful and worthless.