crazymoon5150

Its been 10 months now ,alot has happened, it has gotten easier, but there are still ups and downs, good weekends and bad weekends I say that because weekends seem to be our sore spot, I have...

Things are good here ,I think we have finally moved past the past, I have let it all go, it's helped me to let go, but it took me a long time before I could do that. I finally feel good .I finally...

 Today is May 1 , Beltane, though I will be celebrating it on Saturday with a fire and maybe a small ritual of some kind, and some good food, I have tons of recipes, I keep mullingthings over in myh...

A LONG TIME FORGOTTEN THE DREAMS THAT JUST FELL BY THE WAYTHE GOOD LIFE HE PROMISED AIN'T WHAT SHE'S BEEN LIVING TODAYBUT SHE NEVER COMPLAINS OF BAD TIMES AND THE BAD THINGS HE'S DONESHE JUST TALKS...

Girl I can tell you're trying to work it outTryin' to get a handle on what life is all aboutBetween womenhood and nursery rhymesTryin' to find the truth in lovers liesGirl I can tell you're trying to...

 Sometimes you have just got to sit back and laugh, when you can get to that point, it's not funny in the beginning ,your still pretty raw. but now , This one saying "Life is like a play written by...

 I  have decided today when I  got up this morning that I was no longer going to let this drag me down, I start my new job on Monday , and I will put my life back together and get back to the...

Can you ever rebuild your marriage? Can you ever move past the hurt and pain and being ripped apart? Im so tired anymore, run down, drained, burned out, I have nothing left. i don't know sometimes if...

Things have been going pretty good around here, We are getting along great, I wish I would stop cringing everytime his cell rings or he doesen't answer his cell, I have to have a tooth pulled...

Do you know what it's like to have your H walk right past you when your crying your eyes out and your hurting so bad, Iwish I could put it in words how that feels, I read all of the blogs and words...

Trying to spend time together, it seems strange, it's like I don't know how to act, or what to say sometimes with out him thinking I am fishing for details or answers ,Im constantly thinking what is...

I've met some folks who say that I'm a dreamer, and Iv'e no doubt, theres truth in what they say but sure a body's bound to be a dreamer , when all the things she loves are far away, and precious...

 The water is wide, I cannot get over , neither have the wings to flyGive me a boat that can carry two , and both shall row, my love and IA ship there is and she she sails the sea, she's loaded deep...

We I finally got ahold of him last night, I am not making up excuses for him but he said he had to take the whole exhaust of the car cut nad reweld it, wich he is very mechanically inclinded, he...

For the last several months my H has been distant and turned off or had been ,then starting in December things really got worse, he started being cold to me, actinig like I didn't have  the right to...