Hurtforloving

Well today is kind of a blegh day. Like I don't feel so bad but not great. Bit restless but not as much as usual which would lead me into anxiety.Tried working out but I just didn't have the energy....

I feel so pathetic. Why am I so sad? Stressed? Worried that Im not going to get any better with this, with the things I want or had planned and studied for.I want to scream out the pressure but why?...

Well, this week will be a year since my break. Hate to think where I was then. I am doing better. I still wonder sometimes but I am trying to get on with things. 

So this is the first birthday I have ever spent alone. For the last five years I would always love spending my birthday with him. Now I sat thinking I am 27 and by myself. Oh, this is just a weird...

How the hell do you get happy again?I know. There's no real answer. I just wish I could feel the way I used to before all this shit. I don't even remember what that was like anymore.

It's coming to the end of my first university year. This was something he was supposed to share with me. We would have shared our day. I'd see his guitar building. He would see my illustration.He...

I have my next tattoo booked for the next few weeks. I am finally moving onto my arm which is huge. My parents have never been fans of women with arm tattoos. It was something I was always anxious...

To everyone here that has reached out. Whether with advice, a hug, encouragement, sympathy or even just a friendly chat. What we have to go through sucks big time. This forum has helped big time

I can't take any more of this. Each time I try something pulls me right back down. I just want to stop. I've fucking had it.just once I want to not be fucked over. For good to happen without...

When the heck do you start feeling like a grown up? I'm 26 and haven't quite figured it out yet :/

My friend messaged me tonight saying she had told his friends about him messaging and following on pinterest etc and they were furious. Said that they were going to tell him to stop.I don't know why...

I had a go of one of those online personality quizzes. It seems right on most counts. Sensitive Doers are gentle, modest and reserved persons. They cope well with everyday life and like their...

I decided to post my story onto this. I think I am for some reason anxious about him coming back to the Uk. I don't know why. Anxious for hearing from him and anxious for not.But here's the scoop.I...

This was actually partly a reply to someone else's question. But I have been thinking of this for a while.I thought everything was finally going well and for once I could have good luck without...

I'm afraid this entry is a bit of a downer. The last week or so (probably more) I have been wondering. I used to be a fairly optimistic person. About life and indeed love.Now I look around and can't...