Sobbing

My friend messaged me tonight saying she had told his friends about him messaging and following on pinterest etc and they were furious. Said that they were going to tell him to stop.
I don't know why that made me start sobbing. Why this made me panic a little. His friend (she is my friend too but his friend for longer) said it wasn't fair on me, that he probably didn't realise it was hurting.When I said he fucked me over and I don't even know what for she said it was nothing I did. That he never said a bad word about me. That some things just aren't meant to be. That all I can do now is get over it. So that is what I believe now? That no matter what I do or how much I love I'll still get fucked over for no apparent reason. 
 
I'm just a mess right now. Perhaps it's like whipple said before. About cutting that last string. My friend said give it some time. Maybe one day we could be friends again. I instantly said no. Starting a sob again.
Like I said before. I miss him so much. But I will not be like his last ex. Going out for coffees, chatting away till he finds another one to fill my place.