New Years Day

I woke up early this morning and am feeling good. Clear head, I remember everything I did and said last night, no great excitment but it was a nice night spent with friends. I think of how many people out there this morning soon to wake up wandering, what did I do last night, I wander who is mad at me, I hope I have a beer left to make me feel better and the list goes on and on. I am so thankfull for the strength I have been given to beat the hell out of this demon within me. This is my third new years so I think I have delivered the knock out punch to him and he is done. I will however keep a constant watch to make sure he never ever gets up. Thank you to my friends who have supported me. Now it's a new year, a new leaf and this leaf is going to bring me a long awaited job and it's going to be a good year. I just still cannott believe how nice it is to wake up on this morning and be completely functional. I must say I'm proud of myself. I done good.