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I decided that today would be a "rest" day for me. To allow myself to take it easy and enjoy the accomplishments I've had for the past few days. I have a doctors appt today for a check up to see how...

Everyday will get a little easier,Everyday will be a little better.If I keep movingIf I keep believing.If I slip, it won't be so far.If I fall, I will get back up. Everyday won't be perfect,But every...

Just did a 13 min walk and at least it's ONE more minute than yesterday. I am determined to just keep moving.... (swimming, swimming). I am trying to improve everyday. Trying to let go of all the...

"I'm releasing the need to control my life out of fear."How to release that need? How do I stop the "feelings" from overwhelming me? How do I lay it all at God's feet and leave it alone? That seems...

 "I'm loving myself UNCONDITONALLY!"Just thinking about that, seems surreal to me. How do you begin to love yourself unconditionally? It seems I put so many barriers before myself, I wouldn't know...

Decided to try a little walk in my house and on the fourth floor outside. Big accomplishment for me. I did it and I didn't keel over dead. Facing my fears and trying to work em out of my system. I am...

Today, is the first day since last Thursday that I am alone at home again. My better half has been home with me since Friday. We've had doctors visits to get me to. Of course I had been obessing...

Today is another day to take another step forward. We had some drama this weekend. Katrina hurt her ankle when we were walking the dog on Saturday. We were in the ER for 5 hours while they did xrays...

Gosh, I haven't been around for so long.....I guess that happens. I miss you all so much, and wish I could get myself out of this funk I've been in. I'm mostly a happy person, but sometimes life...

Another day, another step forward. I'm struggling, but I'm trying desperately to get back on track. I realized that I stopped doing the things that were encouraging to me. I stopped talking to the...

Stuff just SUCKS ya know? I have really been struggling with myself. Crawling back into my "hole" and just burrowing further and further. I hate it.  Today I put on my "big girl" shorts and got...

Ok, so I'm again tryin to get myself back up and OUT. Back to my AWESOME routine that I had carved out for myself. I swear that cold/flu thing really kicked my ass. I am determined to get moving the...

So I decided to try and get outside and see if I could do a walk. I'm still feeling weak. This is a persistent cough. I put on my MP3 player, my cell phone, my water bottle and my camera. I like to...

As some of you may or may not know, I have been quite sick for the past couple of weeks. It has been AWFUL. My strength was zapped and my motivation was dismal. So I start again today. From the...

4 A.M. came WAY too early this morning. I crawled into bed at about 12:30 a.m..... couldn't find a way to get comfortable for some reason. I kept tossing and turning. Maybe it was the excited...