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I guess it's remembering who I use to be.  I miss her so much the loss creates it's own pain.Who I am now, I don't like her so much.I thought if I could successfully forget, ignore, who I am now the...

My DS friends make me feel better.I feel less isolated.  I feel more connected.  I feel understood.Only here would someone understand when you say you can't believe your energy is gone and it's...

The room is not done.  I expected to be done by Saturday evening, now it's Monday.Oh well, should know by now not to set expectations so high.  Painted most of the morning and early afternoon. ...

My Lent promise was to not complain.I'm hoping that doesn't apply to DS because I'm here to complain.I feel like poop.  I've had a headache for 3 or 4 days, I forget.  Now I'm feeling really really...

Crap...What a lot of work to build a sanctuary. Hubby put up all the hardware to hang my new drapes.  Hate them.  Took them down.  Hubby's mad as all his hard work was for nothing.  Hate my...

Had a revelation sometime in the wee hours of the morning.  Haven't been sleeping and it is really trashing me.  I feel nauseated and Mr. Headache is tapping on my skull.Anway.....Why do I even...

I must be PMS.  I thought I'd lose all that drama with my uterus. Oh well, only another 10 years or so to go.There was a poem posted on the discussion board.  Personally, I feel people should be...

Going to start concentrating on what I can do, not what I can't do.Got off track with the fitness program, off track, through the field, down the hill.Discovered my Lupus behaves when I have a...

Feel like I could sleep for a week.Daughter and family moved to girlfriends house.  It's for the best. She is bi-polar and makes me crazy, she puts her Dad over the edge.So happy to have my room...

My arm died.  The few hours I slept was sitting up in the barco lounger.  Was the only way to keep my arm from being completely numb.  Felt like it weighed 50 pounds.Went to the Dr as blood clots...

Mr. Headache has gone away!  Woot Woot!  I hope he is not terrorizing someone else, the bastard!  Hate him.  Wow, I feel so much more optimistic.  If I can keep ditchin' him I'm going to make...

Hypochondriac or not I am just too F ing sick of this headache!I'm cold - my company doesn't believe in heat I guess.I'm hungry, as usual.  Being this hungry all the time you'd think I would've...

Hmmmm..........Am I imagining everything?  Am I a Hypochondriac?  Am I imagining that I'm a hypochondriac?  I tried to decide I wasn't going to have a headache.I have headaches, Oh Boy do I have...

I've lost count of what day I'm on.  House is busy and full.I'm not lonely anymore, just exhausted.My BMI is 33.58 so I am keepin on keepin on going on down Pain Clinic was a bust.  Not what I was...

My BMI is down again!  Itty Bitty bit, but it is down.  Every little bit counts.  At this rate I should be 140 lbs by my 50th birthday!   I need to exercise more but feel so busy in the am and...