Journaling...........

My Lent promise was to not complain.I'm hoping that doesn't apply to DS because I'm here to complain.I feel like poop.  I've had a headache for 3 or 4 days, I forget.  Now I'm feeling really really weird.  I'm getting head rushes like I use to when I smoked pot.  My arm is deeply sore, like in the joint to the shoulder.  My neck hurts, my jaw is tingly and my stomach is upset.  I feel like a freak.  I am doing all kinds of weird things like trying to book Asiana via Taipei when their gateway is Seoul, (different country), slurring my words, forgetting what I was about to say, what other people have just said, etc.  Not good for this work environment.  I've already booked $48,000.00 worth of travel and it's not even 11.  I am suppose to be intelligent and knowlegeable, which I am, it just isn't translating.I do not have CNS.  My Rhuemy said my brain looks better than most people's without lupus.I'm exhausted. I have to paint my room this weekend.  I am going to fanagle my son-in-law to move my bed into the other room when he drops off my grandson.My husband is like, we'll do it this weekend-we'll do it this weekend.  Well, guess what, I don't have any less to do this weekend than any other weekend, plus I need to paint.  Also, no hours have been added to the day.  He works night shift so by the time he gets up I'm about out of the little energy I had to start the day.  Hate this freaking disease!