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That was a huge relief for me, finding out it wasn't my liver. Gallbladder works great, as long as it is done manually with radiation and hormones.  Sonogram shows a healthy, beautiful organ, no...

Wow, I'd like to journal more.  They've kicked us off any personal use of our work computer and by the time I get home I am done give out, especially with the demands of the season. ...

I'm Sick.Of course I'm sick.  It's the day before Thanksgiving, I have 5 days off, I need to shampoo the front room-make that NEEDED to, this morning, while I was sleeping 14 hours.  Now I'm late...

Sitting alone in the dark in my roomI've opened the curtains wideNo one can see in, but I can see out, as I watch my world turn white.Curled up in the warmth of a man, many seasons have we shared.His...

Imagine there's no heaven It's easy if you try No hell below us Above us only sky Imagine all the people Living for today Imagine there's no countries It isn't hard to do Nothing to kill or die for...

It was rainy and stormy all night here and had more kids than ever!  Go figure.  Just love the little ones all dressed up and overflowing with cuteness.Took Gus to the Pumpkin Fest early in the...

Rheumy says Mr. Plaquenil is slacking off.  He upped the dose 20 mg.  Hope that perks him up a bit.Rheumy puts me on Hydrocodone.  Rheumy runs more blood tests (one can never have too many...

Ended up in Urgent Care Monday.  Pleurisy hit again and boy did it hit hard, right in the chest.  They ask, "Are you having shortness of breath?"  Yes I am having shortness of breath.  That...

In order to get off the pain killers, I have been practicing disassociation from my physical self.  The art of going somewhere else without leaving.  I can get to the place where the pain is very...

I am whispering as this doesn't happen very often.  I don't want that wolf to catch on.I'm feeling no pain.  Not as in I'm drunk feeling no pain.  I'm sitting here at work, very slow and mellow...

I get so tired of this merry-go-round.  It's not so merry, just round and round.My joints might not hurt as bad if I lost some weight.I might lose more weight if I exercised.I would exercise more...

beautiful stormy daylistening to the rainwishing the pain awaybeautiful stormy day                                             

 Cat Betrayed His Crazy Girlfriend..Funny video

Wow I come out of my Lupus induced coma and it is a new month, I lost 5 pounds and man did that freakin' cat box stink, peeU!After work on Wednesday, 4:30 pm, I went to bed.  By 6:00 am on Saturday...

I keep telling me to keep my mouth shut and ride it out a week or so.  But noooooo....I am like a werewolf.  I morph into someone very scary.I hate my clothes, my hair, my lesion ridden face, my...