cresteddad

 The song that once filled my heart has ceased to exist and in its stead remains a dark emptiness.  My reality seems to be in chaos and I see nothing buta pathetic future for myself.I have...

Hello world,  well its me again, I have been feeling really well had a new drug added to my coctail....resperitol... dont know if the spellings right but anyway. im pretty much finished with the...

    Well there you go ya'all its 32 more days left that Im single. Thank goodness.  Well Its been a while since I have writen a jurnal so I had a few minutes and wanted to say a few things to...

  Good morning Daily strength pals...   Well my days have been OK. Today Im hopeing will be as well, we shall see. I have a shrink apt and a counciling apt.  Im hopeing to get a new anziaty...

    Well hello all, I hope your all doing fantastic and all is very well. I have been feeling alot better than I was last week but still a bit on edge, thats what I call it anyway. I had an...

Well its time for me to complain now.  I came to realize over the past few days that I really have no friends.  At times I feel I do but really I dont. My phone never rings I never get any text I...

   Well ok , wedding plans are all going invitations are finally out.  Almost all of the centerpieces are done, I need to get my pants for the suit im wearing to the wedding altered. I also need...

Well Im 43 today....FUCK that hurt!  No really Im ok with it im relitivly healthy have a wonderful family, home and friends Im blessed so alls good. I have been so busy lately But Ive gotten the...

 Good day jurnal,The past couple days have been kinda busy but my mania is gone. I went to my group and left feeling good so something is going right. Im still tring to heal from this piercing I...

What a couple days Ive had. Between being manic and angry and feeling too rushed about getting all the wedding stuff done. I still have to fill out 100 more mailers and RSVP cards. I have a fucking...

  Well well today isnt quite over yet but fineally after a day and a half I think Im slowing down Been haveing alot of racing thoughts.I have had up and down emotions too. I hate it. Last night I...

Good morning everyone. Well there is snow all over here today youd think Id be happy but I hate snow as a matter of fact I hate winter there are no leaves and eveything always looks dead.  Plus the...

 The song that once filled my heart has ceased to exist and in its stead remains a dark emptiness.  My reality seems to be in chaos and I see nothing buta pathetic future for myself.I have...

Today is Sunday and I am just OK I dont feel bad I dont feel good its so so. Im not dealing well with thing as of late tring to work on that myself. I love all my messages from here its great Thank...

Well world, its me again,...lol...My day is going well I feel energetic I woke up cleaned beautified myself...lol and a little sum'in-sun'in. Then I got on here read some hugs I got I thank all for...