Tuesday, February 26, 2008

 The song that once filled my heart has ceased to exist and in its stead remains a dark emptiness.  My reality seems to be in chaos and I see nothing buta pathetic future for myself.I have devastated the lives of those close to me and I shattered the image they had of me.My hurtful nature is a traitor to whom I dream of being.The love  I give seems to be nothing but a dart that sticks and leaves a bloody open wound to fester and later scar.And with that as my legacy I sometimes wonder why go on. If all I seem to do is destroy... Maybe its me that should be destroyed.