cresteddad

GOOD MORNING WORLD....  Well I made it thru the night with no bad dreams.  But as usual I ended up hurting my bf's feelings or made him think I wasnt trusting him.  He was on his  blackberry...

Tortured and trapped in a broken mind, with only myself to blame for the result.I fight for freedom from the shackles of my uselessness.But like the fly caught in the spiders web, with every turn I...

Bad night i forgot to take my trazadone before I went to sleep so needless to say my mind was all over.  I had so many dreams. Right now I feel like cring, screaming, beating the hell out of...

ok, well today I am not doing so well Im tring to keep from cring or strangling someone.  I was watching tv with my husband last night and we were watching that new to tell the truth where the hook...

Hello all I am back from my honeymoon and everything was wonderful. The wedding went off without a problem the guests had fun the food was good it was all perfect.  I am just now getting myself back...

sorry I havent been on Ive been sooooooooo busy the weddings tomorrow AHHHHHHHHH ill be back in a week ill post some pics and get back into my corisponding have a fantastic...

Hello world,  well its me again, I have been feeling really well had a new drug added to my coctail....resperitol... dont know if the spellings right but anyway. im pretty much finished with the...

    Well there you go ya'all its 32 more days left that Im single. Thank goodness.  Well Its been a while since I have writen a jurnal so I had a few minutes and wanted to say a few things to...

  Good morning Daily strength pals...   Well my days have been OK. Today Im hopeing will be as well, we shall see. I have a shrink apt and a counciling apt.  Im hopeing to get a new anziaty...

    Well hello all, I hope your all doing fantastic and all is very well. I have been feeling alot better than I was last week but still a bit on edge, thats what I call it anyway. I had an...

Well its time for me to complain now.  I came to realize over the past few days that I really have no friends.  At times I feel I do but really I dont. My phone never rings I never get any text I...

   Well ok , wedding plans are all going invitations are finally out.  Almost all of the centerpieces are done, I need to get my pants for the suit im wearing to the wedding altered. I also need...

Well Im 43 today....FUCK that hurt!  No really Im ok with it im relitivly healthy have a wonderful family, home and friends Im blessed so alls good. I have been so busy lately But Ive gotten the...