StillBill

Feels good when I can take my past vocational experience and help out an up and coming talent. I've done this throughout my working life but it's the first time i've gotten involved since I crashed...

I'm going to accept the fact that  some people need to be angry, it's something I avoid at all costs.But that's just me and I live a cautious existance. A friend explained it to me so clearly, some...

This lasrt week has been  exceptionally good for me, to me .I am so glad to be here on ds.  I don't know if I 'd even be on the planet if it were'nt for the friends I've made her. Bless you  my...

But then , it's only Monday. . . 

I usually go outside just before bedand spend a few minutes looking at the night skyI sometimes raise my arms up to the sky  and hope the neighbors aren't looking ; ]  there is a cosmic mystery...

I am weak I wish I couldwill myself to feel better wait, I can wait, can I       

This is not the right waywhat the fuck  Man I'm staring at the fucking mapit's right in front of my FACE ! what again am I doing heredon't wanna be heredon't wanna be next to herefuck it  woah,...

something is wrong I am uneasythe breeze is picking up the trees are frightened leaves are dancing over me a playful warning of what is coming Is that blue smoke creeping over the...

- pretty damn skippy there Jingles. got my feet on the ground, well, mostly.going to be medicationized soon and that shit fucking blanks out  a lot of the good stuff. But that's cool man, I'm...

I am encouraged by my good nature today. I will savor every careless moment, as if it will never come again. 

You'd think I'd be used to it by now - must say thoughI'm better than before  you know it doesn't come over me likefuck man, I mean . . . -used to be much darker Jesus, God, be with me  maybe....