StillBill

Well,   yeh, I think I'm feeling OK.- not buzzin around singin zippity do da or anything, but hey, I don't see any fuckin clouds over my house, that is, foreboding ones.I do see some rain clouds...

Damn it, what the hell is wrong here?I'm not doing something right  man.I thought I had this shit figured out!My sadness makes me angryand I'm taking 22 pills, caps in a myriad of sizes and...

Yes, it's still around, I'm doing some bio-feedback shit in my head and pretending away any painful day flashes that pop in my brain  and trigger some sort of downward feeling that I can now see...

Yeh, I think things are a little  better these days. I'm not jumping around the room singing Barry Manalo tunes. . . .  ( . . . no frickin' way man! ). Not the cut of my jib. 

Them dag gum varmits are in them hills Roy,- right up in them hootie snickers,  - see? . . .lookie there's one of them dag gone horny type lizards right up a yonder. . .   ... Man, I love doing...

I AM SO MAD  RIGHT NOW.I WANT TO KNOW THE NAME OF THE PERSON WHO HURT BETH35. I HAVE TO KNOW HERSHE CANNOT GO AWAY AND NOT KNOW THE RAGE IN MY HEARTI WILL NOT TELL HER THAT I AM MORE BROKEN BECAUSE...

I'm happy . . but I'm sooooo tired all the time . .  Pisses me off . Make plans . . .  cancel. same old shit . . . .   but I'm taking it better than I used to. . .   

Yes, 37, who knew?- Think I'll write the group and , haven't done that in a while;-gotta send tor a message too. 

I want to change I want to change thingsseems like I'm almost getting thru but thenI don't know againI'm confusedand I'm hopefuland my sadness is a companion I fear with every breath of hope I...

  I joined the thinkpositivily group because you asked me to.I had good intentions, Joining it was out of courtesy, our friendship made me want to.But I didn't stop by. . wish I had. Forgive me...

Yes, I'm back all right, whatever the hell that means.. . . and I don't have a little idea what I've been up to. My dad turned 90.I forgot, He was hospitalized, I didn't send a card, but my wife sent...