Somedays i wanna cry and somedays i wanna die... today was a mix.  Yet again, i didn't go to school today, i just don't care anymore.    Nothing makes sence to me anymore.   I was talking to one of my cousins on my dad's side just a few minutes ago on msn, i made a HUGE mistake and i freaked out like crazy!   I was sending someone a message on here and i was typing the subject line went something like 'Comment on "calling all bulimics"'  One problem, i typed it in the WRONG WINDOW!!!!! eeek...   yeah i freaked and she probally caught on. :S    YIKES!    Now i feel like i have to tell her or something.... she probally thinks i'm really stupid....                                          -Perfection (aka stupid)