kathyrsh

i'm notgiving up on life, just the worry over the hep c, to tired and overwhelmed with research and worry, I won't take tx  and they wont give it to me anyway, can't afford all the herbs and health...

seems the worse i get, the more distance they keep from me, guess thats just how people get when your sick and may die 

well i haven't writtin in my journal in a long time..seems just when things are looking up then something happens...bells palsy for the second time and lazer surgery on my left eye...but its still...

well i haven't writtin in my journal in a long time..seems just when things are looking up then something happens...bells palsy for the second time and lazer surgery on my left eye...but its still...

just got back from the cancer doc...he got the pathology results back...the cancer was starting into one of the lymph nodes but he got it all...and i was going to wait and think about it ...thank God...

well i think the swelling in my leg was from being on my feet and sitting at this addiction of mine(computer) because it was down this morning..and where am i first thing ...in front of my computer...

well i've been out of the hospital a couple of days ago..everything went well..my legs are swelling but i see the doc fri..nothing serious i hope..trusting God..He's gotten me this far...at least i'm...

just got home from preop tests..i'm so terrified i don't know how people who don't believe in God get thru things like this..He's my strength and hope...cancer surgery scheduled for the 23..still...

  found out a couple of days ago that my biopsy came back serious female cancer..after telling two docs that i have faith in God and i was going to take herbs and not let them mutilate me i'm...

 today a friend stopped by whom i usualy just talk to on the phone...she said i looked like crap and i walked strange...no one takes this hepc serious untill your gone...i guess i'm frustrated that...