scared

just got home from preop tests..i'm so terrified i don't know how people who don't believe in God get thru things like this..He's my strength and hope...cancer surgery scheduled for the 23..still have time to back out but that could be a mistake too...its all in Gods hands anyway..i'm so gratefull for my praying family, friends and friends in daily strength...i don't trust doctors..can't ever tell whats routine for them and whats the real truth...can't stress over it anymore today..God is bigger than all this