i give up

i'm notgiving up on life, just the worry over the hep c, to tired and overwhelmed with research and worry, I won't take tx  and they wont give it to me anyway, can't afford all the herbs and health foods I should be taking but I do the best I can trying to eat healthy and rejecting the things I know not to use such as gmo's, alcohol, pesticides, junkfood and so on.  I just can't worry over it anymore, its all in 'Gods hands and time anyway.