better

well i think the swelling in my leg was from being on my feet and sitting at this addiction of mine(computer) because it was down this morning..and where am i first thing ...in front of my computer lol i promised myself i would be good today..God heard my prayer last night about the swelling so now i have to do my part...i see doc tomorrow..i just wish i could stop this crying...i'm not sad...its not because of the surgery..just crying..maybe gratitude and meds..maybe cause i rarely cry and it was just time...