Richeart
Status: Self-awareness is the beginning of all wisdom. Loving of "what is", is the path for recovery from the codependency addiction.
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Somehow, andI don't know how yet, all of my 'stuff' seems to center around an intolerance for feeling painful emotions. That painful emotions need to be avoided like the plague. Like I'm not...
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I had a strange connection this morning. First off though was the feeling that my life is a puzzle and that it seems that someone dumped about nine other puzzles in the box and mixed them up. Now I...
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One thing I want to say this morning is that I noticed that I get up every morning to check in with DS and my friends. It's my current connection (contact) with the outside world where I can feel...
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I've been having some 'side-bar' exchanges with Gwen and I'm going to make some lifestyle changes. They may or maynot help, I'll see what transpires. Something else that came up yesterday reading an...
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I told you it was temporary! I noticed too that my feelings in my last post were not form my negative voices, they were an observation, that just came to me. What it helped me do is to not feel...
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Yesterday I went to "church" and our guest speaker was Don Miguel Ruiz Jr., son of D. M. Ruiz Sr., the author of "The Four Agreements". I found that what he was saying comformed almost exactly to...
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Happy Birthday to Meeee,Happy Birthday to Meeee,Happy Birthday Dear Meee...eeee,Happy Birthday to Meeee. Yep, done it again. I've made a lot of progress this year, and expect to make more from now...
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I feel I picked up some of Hoops' 'stress germs'. I had an exam last night that felt rather difficult, and I'm now working on another presentation for my Skills class with two other classmates. I had...
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I felt really good yesterday, and today. I would like to apologise to a couple of my friends for the arrogant comments I made to theirJournals. Sorry. I was in some sort of 'know-it-all' mood...
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Exciting! Stripping down to a pair of cotton shorts to sweat in a small blanket-covered dome out in the middle to a ranch in South Texas. What suprised me was that it was co-ed. Now, now, settle...
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Heading to Kerrville today, and to a 'sweat-lodge' ceremony tomorrow. More later.
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Hey Vee, the important thing about the 'crud' and the negative feelings is owning them, not pushing them out of conscioiusness. They're part of who we are, they ARE who we are. They are not seperate...
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I'll keep it shorter than yesterday. Here's an interesting awareness question: Whose feelings am I feeling (and protecting) , my false image's, or my real self's?
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One, I don't get to talk a lot, or I just choose not to talk a lot, except here. So when I do decide to talk, there's a whole lot to talk about, to get off my chest; and most likely it is feelings I...
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Lesson time. I am learning there is more than learning and understanding. There is also doing. Alot of what I am doing is futuristic, as in preparing for a future event (happiness) instead of being...
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