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Status: New blog: http://seriouslifestyle.wordpress.com/2014/06/24/ptsd-and-getting-over-it/
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It has been pretty difficult for me to deal with the abuse I suffered at the hands of my boyfriend. Its been so hard I've kind of put off dealing with my child abuse which is the hardest thing.today...
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Today I had a pedicure and a facial at a salon, it was so nice and I felt like I deserved it. Yesterday I forgot to take my tablets and I got soooooo anxious, I almost had an attack of it. I was...
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I am so glad this week is over! I spent the last few days sewing all day at uni untill 7pm, but at least its done now, I don't really like the result (its based on a circus theme and I had to work in...
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I'm feeling super stressed recently, Doing all this uni work, worrying about what's wrong with my tummy, being sick all the time, moving country and dealing with past abuse is taking its toll. I...
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My boyfriend is so ace. He really made a big deal about my panic attack, it really upset him. But he wasn't angry like Seb always was, he wasn't irritated, he was just....sympathetic. He said he...
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I'm sick of being such a fuck up! I hate it that I am physically and mentally ill. I'm 21 I should be enjoying my life! I am sick sick sick of it. I hate these scars and cuts on my arm, am I not...
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I got drunk yesterday on a big night out. I started yelling at my boyfriend for "having an affair", Threw up, cut myself, then cried for a while.I'm really irritated with myself, I've acted like a...
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since I ran out of medication I've been having some screwy nightmares. Right now I'm reallyo on the idea that I would like to write a horror novel for fun. So I'm gonna keep recording these...
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It has been pretty difficult for me to deal with the abuse I suffered at the hands of my boyfriend. Its been so hard I've kind of put off dealing with my child abuse which is the hardest thing.today...
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Today I had a pedicure and a facial at a salon, it was so nice and I felt like I deserved it. Yesterday I forgot to take my tablets and I got soooooo anxious, I almost had an attack of it. I was...
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I am so glad this week is over! I spent the last few days sewing all day at uni untill 7pm, but at least its done now, I don't really like the result (its based on a circus theme and I had to work in...
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I'm feeling super stressed recently, Doing all this uni work, worrying about what's wrong with my tummy, being sick all the time, moving country and dealing with past abuse is taking its toll. I...
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My boyfriend is so ace. He really made a big deal about my panic attack, it really upset him. But he wasn't angry like Seb always was, he wasn't irritated, he was just....sympathetic. He said he...
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I had a massive panic/anxiety attack yesterday which was winding up all day before a big climax in the night where I swore at my boyfriend, hit myself and generally flailed about. I feel like such a...
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A lot has happened since my last entry.As this journal is essentially, a record for myself I won’t go into it too much.However I currently have a NEW older boyfriend and also a NEW job in...
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