I'm feeling super stressed recently, Doing all this uni work, worrying about what's wrong with my tummy, being sick all the time, moving country and dealing with past abuse is taking its toll. I can't remember the last time it was this bad. Had a big fight with my doctor and even though they won't give me beta blockers (they could kill me because of my athsma) he gave me some other anxiety meds (forget name) on top of my Paroxetine. So I took one today as a treat (I can't take them everyday because theyre addictive) and now I feel sweeeet and smooth and relaxed. mmmm I'm in bed and im going to take a much deserved nap. Night! Ooooooh P.s I saw a ghost on saturday night! He was sat at the end of my bed with a sack over his head that kind of looked like a balaclava. He was smiling at me and then turned his head round and dissapeared! creepy.