I am so glad this week is over! I spent the last few days sewing all day at uni untill 7pm, but at least its done now, I don't really like the result (its based on a circus theme and I had to work in a group, and its not really my thang). I'm really worried at the moment that I'm not good at what I do, I'm not good enough to be a fashion designer, maybe working next year will build my confidence up.I'm sleeping all the time at the moment, I can't stay awake! Plus I have my sedatives so if I can't sleep I can knock myself out with the tablets. Ah what a life!My ex boyfriend came over for some company last night and we spent a lot of time talking about self harm (he has had another girlfriend who suffered from it), its made me think a lot about who I am and what I've been through. I don't really know what to write about it though....