akumumasochist
Status: I have discovered that to give up is to relieve oneself temporarily
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been trying to be more social, and i think i'm working out pretty well.i've got freshman from the school hitting on me though... not sure if that's acompliment or if i should shun that because...
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i feel like i'm not being social enough.i need to talk to people; or at least listen to them... or something that we can call socialising.i failed two tests yesterday... and i'm worried about my band...
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i drew a picture on meth today. i'll post it later.finally think i'm getting back on track. threw out all lof my "friends"and this time i'm not letting them come back. i need real friends andabusive...
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i finally got the courage to talk to this brunette girl..and she's real nice :)i think i'm gonna make friends with her, but we have odd scheduals....gonna make updates ASAP
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i got ganged up on over the phone by two thriteen year old girls.they didn't want to listen; just tell me- yell at me- over everything i've done wrong.as if they never did wrong. the worst part was...
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i was having a bad night.i went back to that friend who isn't a friend;i think we'll try to make it better. ...but i wanna shoot her neighbour.i went looking for that brunette girl, but never found...
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my parents came back to me with my "problems" again.i think they may be part of what's bringing my schizophrenia back up again...i need to get away from them; completely. i can't even talk to them...
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i'm baaaaaack.as i took my leave i got a lot of messages and emails (from other friends who don't join sites like this) about me joining the transgender group.so for the record, i am a boy. born a...
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i'm going on break, and i may not be on at all for a whole week. maybe slightly longer.i hope everyone is okay, and that your lives are doing well.honestly i will miss all of you and think of ways i...
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i want to make friends.
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I think i'm getting better.i tried talking to this one guy i wanted to be friends with; and he shot me downbecause he thought i was a girl (?)but i tried. going to try again.working on the new...
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Fuck "Friends."i'm tired of having the people in my life. i need new friends. real friends. people who understand.people i can call upon and have them really care. people i can care about and not...
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a real bad couple of days. Got dumped by my finacee, because "it just isn't going to work out between us" i went to my friend who's been spiking my suicidal thoughts to get some help, and she was a...
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Walking down the sidewalk, i start to notice people are not as sly as they want to seem. they speak about me, because i am different, they are afraid of me, without reason. what lead people to fear...
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i think i need a break from reality. as odd as it sounds, it really works with me here. i'm trying my best to deal with all the other organisms, and it just isn't working. people keep lashing out at...
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