worry worry worry

i feel like i'm not being social enough.
i need to talk to people; or at least listen to them... or something that we can call socialising.
i failed two tests yesterday... and i'm worried about my band more than work. what if i can't get a recording done? what if my fans don't like my new music? what if i can't make new fans to go along with it? what if my image overrules the music? i hate getting lost in the worry, so i'm taking steps; but i'm being buried by worry  each day.
then there's june.... i'm worried about seeing my aunt again. what if i can't see her at all?