i think i need a break from reality. as odd as it sounds, it really works with me here. i'm trying my best to deal with all the other organisms, and it just isn't working. people keep lashing out at me, throwing their unnessasary emotions out into the wind. not literally of course; they're obviously throwing them at whoever they are talking to; in this case, me.
i keep holding this false mask near my face, but each time someone pushes me down and knocks it off, it gets harder and harder to put the mask back on. it gets harder and harder to just stand up.
they say the good die young; and i havent died yet, not without 41 failed attempts, so what does that even mean? do i have to be something good before i'm allowed to die.
it's worth noting this is around the time a very good friend of mine died three years ago.
i keep holding this false mask near my face, but each time someone pushes me down and knocks it off, it gets harder and harder to put the mask back on. it gets harder and harder to just stand up.
they say the good die young; and i havent died yet, not without 41 failed attempts, so what does that even mean? do i have to be something good before i'm allowed to die.
it's worth noting this is around the time a very good friend of mine died three years ago.
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Sometimes reality can really get to us, my friend. Those who say the good die young have never really lived in the first place. They make reference to a common misconception: that time warps us, changes us into malevolent or distraught beings. I am sure you can die whether you are good or bad, but the question is, do you really want to? To give up this life, this beautiful world we live in? Masks will hide you, but only for so long. You should message me. Maybe I could help you.
Sorry about your passing I lost my Dad 2 months ago and just walk around in a fog.Try and change your direction in life stay away from the people you need to wear your mask for.