Who's Wrong? I'm Lost

i got ganged up on over the phone by two thriteen year old girls.they didn't want to listen; just tell me- yell at me- over everything i've done wrong.as if they never did wrong. the worst part was that one of them doesn't even know the story....just hates herself so she took it out on me.am i really an attention seeking whore who's manipulative, cruel and heartless? if i am, i'd love to know.i know i'm abusive.... i'm obsessive and need to be certain that the person will be there for me every second of the day.... i'm ehausting to be around. but i also know i have good points; someone else sees them. i know it. they just happen to be dead.but that friend; she was never there for me and just wanted me to lie to her; and all she did was hide things from me, be as vague as possible, and didn't trust me. she's scared of my physical strength, and terrified of my brutally honest words. she didn't trust me, and she doesnt treat me right.
what do i do?