browneyestarshine
Status: The mass of men lead lives of quiet desperation. Henry David Thoreau.
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I left my husband the last part of May 2012. I never went back. It is truly over. I have dated and even fell in love with someone else. Reading my old journal entries was enlightening. I...
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I am surrounded by people. At work, going out to the grocery store, taking kids to play ball. I have two kids that love me. Why do I feel so lonely? Am I living in a self-imposed type of...
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I know it has been awhile-Work has been driving me crazy. There was a shortage of inventory (cigaretts-yuck) at the store and the district managers had a "little talk" with the cashiers there. Me...
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Just wanted to let you all know that I found out this evening that my oldest brother, Joe, passed away. It is my youngest brother that has cancer so it was not him. This has come as quite a shock...
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YEAH!!! I AM OUT!!!!!! I AM AT MY MOM'S WITH THE KIDS. I know that my battles have just started but I am honestly not worried about it. No court is going to allow him custody.....Will write...
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I have been in touch with an abuse shelter and talking with some people and they have given me a number to a lawyer that I can call and ask questions. The shelter told me to call J&D court and see...
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I have a feeling down deep in the pit of my stomach.....
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Tuesday was a turning point. He did not let the kids go with me back home for Christmas so I didn't go. He said he wanted a Christmas with his kids-he has never had one. I reminded him of the...
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I am afraid that with an encourging word that I will fall right back in his arms. I want to (sometimes) just go up and hug him or something of the sort. I am so lonely for just some plain human...
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Well, well, well.....Sunday Ava was sick-had a high tempurture and didn't feel good. She was feeling better by the next day. Now Brock is sick. He didn't sleep well last night and was up about...
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Ava has done it again....this is to funny. I don't let them watch any wrestling on TV or anything like that. I don't know what it is about kids wanting to get on the floor and just wrestle...
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I have some pretty great kids. They love to draw and draw these simple stick figures but so much expression and action goes into them that you can tell what they are doing just by looking at the...
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Don't know how I feel....disconnected? I haven't had a full out period in over four months. Had some PMS symptoms, mild, but nothing major. Don't know how I feel about that either, going...
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AAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!(deep breath)AAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!AAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!! Now...
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My brother calls me this evening and tells me to get ready to make a trip to St. Paul because he feels that he doesn't have much time. Told me to take care of Mom for him. He has lost most of his...
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