Don't know how I feel....disconnected?   I haven't had a full out period in over four months.  Had some PMS symptoms, mild, but nothing major.  Don't know how I feel about that either, going through menopause.   Emotionally I don't feel all right.  Can't do right by some people.  Just waiting........ Kids had a fun time with Halloween.  People don't really do the house thing around here anymore.  Went to a couple of things sponsored by the local fire and rescue squad.  Ava wore a costume that her grandmother had made for herself for a parade.  It was a old time dress with sun bonnet and made out of yellow and white gingham.  I had to do a little pinning and moving around but she looked so cute.  Brock wanted something scary so I used black eyeliner to make scars and used black eyeshadow to color around his eyes.  I told him he was a zombie.  What I am doing with black eyeshadow I don't know.  It is pretty but you can't use very much of it or you would look.........like a zombie!   Feeling a little blue.............