Lost_girl_07

I did a couple of chores today and yesterday so I hope dad is satisfied cuz I got some bad news for him tonight. 

I think some people are giving up on me here since things are difficult and it's to hard to just miracle things to happen. 

I think my sister is hurt really bad over everything. Christmas is going to be super hard this year. Not sure how it's going to be but it's not going to be near the same it ever was before. 

Our walk today was good. I think my sister is pushing for more of what she wants. I did have a thought but I really don't want to do that cuz my dad is a really good man. I'm thinking leaving us...

I'm going to go for a walk. Idk where I'm going. Oh yea nowhere. I live in a freaking field 5,000 miles long. 

Since I got on here everything has been more stressful on me. Just things seem more intense and I can't handle the extra stress. I'm trying here and it's hard. I'm not perfect. I'm human I'm 13 and...

After talking to a new friend here today I figured I might have some issues idk I had. There's a lot inside me that idk I had that needs to come out. My sm was the only mom I ever knew. I know her...

My sister lasted 1 hour in her room last night. At least I had my time to do what I needed to do. I love my sister. It's complicated cuz she's not my real sister. My dad adopted her when he married...

I told my dad today when he got home from work that we made a plan and we're going to try it. My sister spends 2 hours in her bed before she can come into my bed. We're going to try that this week...

I want to post a picture of me but I'm worried about showing my face online.

We're going to try something tomorrow after our school work. It's not much but we're going to try to get out. 

I feel comfortable talking to a couple people here about why I'm here. I was afraid people would think im sick or something. After seeing what guys can do with girls I'm not that bad. There's a girl...

I made a couple of cool friends on here. 1 is an older lady that seems to understand what I'm going through. Who knew? 

I'm 13. My mom died and my dad remained. I have a step sister and then her mom died not long ago. My dad works 2 jobs and me and my step sister stay home a lot. There's stuff to do but it gets boring...