Lost_girl_07

My son was born early this morning. Born on the 4th of July. How freaking awesome is that? I'm a dad now and it's unreal. 

I told my dad I'm going to be a dad. He was mad at first but he understands. Ava is my best friend. We love each other more or differently than what a dating couple has. Not sure how to explain it....

We moved out of our foster homes to live with dad. We start a new school this semester and we are on a trial run living here. We have to continue therapy and if things slip up like before then other...

Went shopping for the week and had Paige run into us. Dad thinks it's on accident but I tell her so I can see her. I like what I see. 

I met up with Paige yesterday. We went to the Cozy Inn which is a hamburger place that's over 100 years old. We went back to her place which is a trailer. Not a bad thing but it's nice inside. We...

Our ceiling fell on us last night. No one was in the living room when it happened but we have a mess to clean up and have someone come out to fix it. 

Going to my dad's this weekend with my sister. We're doing a lot better and hopefully we can go home for good soon. I miss home but I'm liking my foster family. At least I have a mom there. 

I haven't updated things in a long time. Summer is starting and I went for an eye test yesterday. I'm getting glasses. I got a gf recently so that's going on. My dad is going to try to have meet ups...

I got this text over the weekend. It's a girl that got my number from someone. There's not many people that has my number. She said she has a crush in me for a long time but hasn't said anything. I'm...

I could really use someone to talk to about something. 

I'm getting a lot of anxiety now that I saw something. I thought condoms came in one size. I looked at the box and it says it needs to be snug when it's on. The ones I got isn't snug but it's like a...

I went to Morgan's and I talked to her mom. I told her I know she saw the condom since my foster mom talked to me about it. I told her I got condoms since I know how things go and I keep one with me...

Last night was different. Olivia balled herself up to me and fell asleep. I think doing things we use to do with mom had something to do with that. She acts like that when mom activities happen. I...

Looks like no one wants to talk to me anymore. 

What kind of things can I do to keep busy or have as a Hobbie?Keep in mind I live in the middle of nowhere. It's going to be cold soon and it will be hard to get outside for very long. We don't have...