nightwind37

nightwind37

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Age: 62
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I'm 57. Have been married 32 years to an extremely abusive man. He is now started to enjoy hitting me. LOL....I'm not in parol ,don't worry,just absolutely not physically able to be free. My grandchildren and 2 children deppend on me and I on them.. I had my chance to leave him many years ago....Any way. All I would like is to be able to talk to others who are verbally and otherwise...mental/physical...etc..abused!! THANKYOU He enjoys "gaslighting" me now especially...getting my daughter to be involved. Make it look like I'm mentally ill,which I'm not!! Anger is the biggest thing...I'm surrounded by anger here and there on a daily basis,so kind words and love,are much appreciated. I end up thinking out loud these last few years. I have no one to listen to me.....so I listen to my own words...lol...I believe I'm not alone in this talking to myself,or thinking out loud?!! Keeping my sanity is tough but because I have the Holy Spirit with me,I have His Strength! I went to College to study Psychology. I am intelligent,but broken. However,I cannot be destroyed completely because I have the Creator of everything as my God and He strengthens me. I am alone and would love conversation ,interactive conversation about common situations and encourage each other type of scenario!! Love to all in Jesus Christ

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