Vanillasky82
Status: picking up the pieces and remembering what's it like to be happy on my own.
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Hmmm I had a good long time to ponder over our relationship during the chinese new year holidays. I realized that I've fallen deeper in love with you despite our fights. Maybe its because I finally...
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It's been awhile since I posted anything here cos I've been busy with LIFE. And it has been good, I can't complain. I have moved on from my messy 2 years from my ex, hooked up with another ex but at...
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Woww I just got back from an amazing night out with a previous ex (not the current ex) of mine and I am feeling so damn confused right about now because back when I was with her I had the most...
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In the cold light of morning, my thoughts bath me in their shadows. I am confused, I don't sleep well, I don't know when these up and downs of emotions are going to stop plaguing me. I really don't...
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I thought I had it figured out, I thought I was moving forward but everyday seeing her at work and having friendly relations with her just makes me desire her even more. It's really stupid. I wish...
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I guess that should be a call for celebration to rebuild my confidence
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This is beginning to seem like an ending that is taking forever to end, so much more revelations.... A close friend of mine was right, my ex is straight. Perhaps that's why this whole time she could...
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Pain from the beginning, Pain in the middle and Pain at the end.....my misfortune was to ever meet a girl like her and love her so hard.
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I am really trying not to crack but I am so dreading tomorrow. Seeing her everyday till the day she quits either gives me false hope or serves as a reminder that I have lost her. I hope this doesn't...
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My world has officially crashed, I just want to fall into a slumber and never wake up. I have had break ups before but none this bad. I can't sleep nor eat and I am starting hallucinate. I see people...
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so it has come pass, my intuition was right all along. I hate my intuition as a harbinger for bad news. She has decided that it's pointless for us to carry on and she has admitted to being selfish...
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She says she still loves me but she can't say the words. She's always cold even when things are ok. She shows no initiation to show affection. I really hope its just some kinda...
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Had a good talk with one of my closest friends today. I think majority of the problem with my relationship is my girlfriend's inability to control the way she drinks. Its not just sapping me up...
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I've been coming to terms that my girlfriend is the kind that likes to do things by her own rules even if they aren't the best decisions in life. I don't know if its because I've given up, I'm...
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Sometimes I think, maybe I'm the crazy one in the relationship other times I think wow this girl brings the meaning of driving me crazy a whole new level of crazy.