Crush Confession amongst some other silly things
It's been awhile since I posted anything here cos I've been busy with LIFE. And it has been good, I can't complain. I have moved on from my messy 2 years from my ex, hooked up with another ex but at least I had the smarts to end that dangerous affair.
My styling career is slowly picking up, photo shoots, creating beauty and enjoying the lovely company of good friends. And then my damn brain/heart/vajayjay has to make me have a silly crush on one of my gym instructors! Well its not a tragedy, at least the crush is motivating me to go to gym and exercise more!
So yes I have make this official on DS. I have a crush on my instructor, R. Now here's the odd thing, unlike all the girls I have liked in the past she's different. WAAAAAYYYYY different, before I used to have crushes on only pretty skinny girls (well that's cos I am in the fashion industry). Yes I know its shallow and I admit to it. R however is far remove from the skinny pretty girl, its that damn confidence she exudes, its just so damn sexy. Mind you she's built like the hulk, but I have never met someone that radiates so much light and confidence. Unfortunately for me she's straight, but this time round I guess I'll admire from afar :D
In retrospective this could perhaps mean I am looking past a person's appearance to their soul? A quality I am sometimes lacking when I am constantly surrounded by beauty on the surface.
My styling career is slowly picking up, photo shoots, creating beauty and enjoying the lovely company of good friends. And then my damn brain/heart/vajayjay has to make me have a silly crush on one of my gym instructors! Well its not a tragedy, at least the crush is motivating me to go to gym and exercise more!
So yes I have make this official on DS. I have a crush on my instructor, R. Now here's the odd thing, unlike all the girls I have liked in the past she's different. WAAAAAYYYYY different, before I used to have crushes on only pretty skinny girls (well that's cos I am in the fashion industry). Yes I know its shallow and I admit to it. R however is far remove from the skinny pretty girl, its that damn confidence she exudes, its just so damn sexy. Mind you she's built like the hulk, but I have never met someone that radiates so much light and confidence. Unfortunately for me she's straight, but this time round I guess I'll admire from afar :D
In retrospective this could perhaps mean I am looking past a person's appearance to their soul? A quality I am sometimes lacking when I am constantly surrounded by beauty on the surface.
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