ABeeCharmer

I love Qigong.

crying has been better, but the Sex Addiction stuff still kills me.  I hate him.

worked on the house, worked out, made a card for jesse, read self help books, walked juno... cried.. watched wreck it ralph.  made it two days without calling him.

Made the mistake of talking to him today.  He told me he wanted to leave me flowers and that he still loves me and wants me but he can't keep hurting me.  He is too depressed to leave the house or...

Had a good day at work but then he called.  asked him not to until i can accept the loss.

Today I made some little children happy  :D

Keep getting headaches, probably trying to catch up on sleep still.  Right now I'm falling asleep at 10pm, need to move that back to 9:30. 

Still trying to figure out my work, sleeping, errands schedule.  Getting back too late on Sunday after grocery shopping after dance.  oh well, i'll figure it out.  Simon is taking a bath.  I love...

The emotional pain is unbearable.  Lack of sleep and PMS aren't helping any; neither was the holiday or him calling for it.  At least I made Jesse listen to the voicemail.  I am making steps...

Severe pms and lack of sleep have been making for a difficult week.

Hormones are really bad.  Miss having him as my significant other.  At least I don't have to keep monitoring his sex addiction.  I'm too old to be someone's babysitter.  I also deserve someone...

First day of work as after school teaching aid, kids call me Miss Jackie.  One girl said 'she's nice'.

met some new people and had fun at a tango dance class

miss him so much.  hurts unbearably without him wanting a relationship a relationship with me anymore.  but he would destroy me as my significant other, so i have to wait for the pain to pass.

heart hurts a lot today missing Dave, he called last night and today about Juno's surgery, that probably didn't help to hear hi being so nice.  hurting bad