Terrible Pain

The emotional pain is unbearable.  Lack of sleep and PMS aren't helping any; neither was the holiday or him calling for it.  At least I made Jesse listen to the voicemail.  I am making steps forward though in life.  I have gotten a job that I am happy about.  I have a new friend.  I found a dance class for Sundays that I enjoy.  I found a support group at a church on Wed's with nice people.  I go out on Fridays.  I write in my journal.  I do daily affirmations.  I work out.  I meditate.  I talk on the phone.  I gave myself a 40% increase for recovery/goal: career, dance class, friend, support group.