ABeeCharmer

sleep deprivation and severe pms

I am doing ok.  I miss Dave some, but not a ton.  I wasn't really that happy with him; like Doug says, I need someone who walks on water.  Some day.

It's going to be a good one, but it's a better brain  ;)

making new contacts  :)  Having fun reading and working with the kids!

employees are coming to deliver a new dryer; flipped out

dan and i played s/crabble and talked religion, it was fun  :)

got a massage, went to church, went grocery shopping, and met with rich and manuel

yoga and movie at night is a good combo. exercise after breakfast is good. meditation after exercise is good.  now just need a good spot for qigong.

thanksgiving was the worst day of my life, er tied.  back to school today.  got two hugs at least.  i love you jackie.

Lagaan, Christmas shopping, dancing, and spiritual quotes/hero's are keeping me above water  :)

can't take all this pain, can't stop crying

Was doing bad from pms-ing and called him.  Went badly.  Lost control.  Couldn't stop crying.  Dan had me over and gave me a foot massage and we drank tea and watched an indian film.

face my pain with divorce videos

It has been two weeks now since I have talked to him.  It has been two days since I talked to Manuel.  I am learning to be strong on my own, but not to be alone all the time.  I have goals to...

sick, keep crying. don't want to live with this much emotional pain.