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  Last Reply: TheNewMichael 10/21/2020

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  So first of all a huge thank you to anyone who commented on my last post. The support was amazing and you have no idea how much it meant to hear your advice and experiences.I just wanted to give an update on how my meeting with my priest went on Tuesday. Honestly I think it was the first real confession I've ever had. I told him everything and I've never brought any of this up unprompted before. He was really understanding and helpful. He sat back and listened throughout the whole thing and...

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  First meeting tonight

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  Last Reply: assistantregionalmanager 08/22/2020

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  I'm going to my first SA meeting tonight. To be honest I'm nervous. Nervous about being judged and having to be vulnerable in front of complete strangers. But I know I have to and take another step forward. Even if it doesn't help at least I know and if it does help it's worth it. I'm not looking for answers, just venting how I feel about this. 

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  Day 2

  Posted by: JP_Cross

  Posted: 08/16/2020

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  Today was hard. I don't know if I said this earlier but I'm starting from day 0 just for the formality of it. I haven't sexted anyone in around 2 months I think. But day 2 of actively trying to solve it. Today my fiancé and I got into a fight and left for a couple hours because she said she couldn't trust me or anything I said. The worst part is I can't blame her. I've fucked up so badly already and I'm terrified that I won't be able to earn her trust back. Thank god she came back. I swore to...