Day 2

Today was hard. I don't know if I said this earlier but I'm starting from day 0 just for the formality of it. I haven't sexted anyone in around 2 months I think. But day 2 of actively trying to solve it. Today my fiancé and I got into a fight and left for a couple hours because she said she couldn't trust me or anything I said. The worst part is I can't blame her. I've fucked up so badly already and I'm terrified that I won't be able to earn her trust back. Thank god she came back. I swore to her that if she stayed I'd make her the happiest woman alove. She ended up calling a restart on that relationship so hopefully I can start making this better. I plan on going to my first meeting Tuesday.