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since my family  doesn't care I thought I'd share with you guys. I got a award today. I know it wasnt much but I earned it 

I stride to be a better me Because me is all that i can beI can try to change and pleaseBy why change who i'm suppose to beYou see in the end I will still be me But what i can do is try to be the...

I'm all alone :'(  I have no one at school to call my true friend no one I can run to and no one who truly cares ... its nights like this I wish I was loved .. I wish I had someone I could run to...

The tears want to fall but I keep stopping them .. why must the little girl cry... in the corner all alone and wanting not to to go home ... why must they treat the hurt child like there is nothing...

I close my eyesas i lay down to sleep And pray to the Lord To watch over me Forgive me for all my wrongsAnd thank you for making things rightWatch over the ones i love And the ones who need your...

I refuse to give up and i refuse to give in...Although things may be hard why let the devil win... I will look to the sky and find my faith and pray that this world becomes a better place... So much...

My fucking coach just benched me for this weekend game.. I'm pissed but oh well idc honestly so if the team loses thats on him.. I'm tired of this fucking bull shit like really oh you need to get...

They say never give upAnd never give inKeep fighting that fightSo the devil doesn't winThrough the hurt and the painThe sorrow and the shameThe one thing you need to rememberIs that tomorrow is never...

 This is my cusin my abuser and this is the picture he had on facebook. I is a freshman in college this year and this is what is on his mind.. This picture scares the shit out of me, because what if...

Packing right now and i'm so happy !!! I get to get out of this house even though its only for a little while... I leave in the morning to go to my best friend graduation and come...

I feel like a prisoner locked away in my room which is the only thing that protects me from the monster that's trying to get in. I must lock myself away in order to have any chance of being safe....

My nights are starting to get longer and  longer again as my body is on high alert, afraid that he will try to come in. It hurts to try and hold my head up because he kept grabbing the back of my...

I keep having these crazy vivid dreams and it like there is no way out. I just woke up from a dream and i remember i was at school and there was people trying to kill me. There was a 2000 bounty on...

I wen to doctor express today and they gave me antibiotics, pain meds and they refilled my prozac for me.. Best decision of the day lol But since i have been off my prozac and taking everything...

As i sit here laying awake. i came to realize that things may be bad at some points of my life, but there is also a lot of good. Yes i struggle with  parents who puts weed on a crazy high pedestal...