good vs bad

As i sit here laying awake. i came to realize that things may be bad at some points of my life, but there is also a lot of good. Yes i struggle with  parents who puts weed on a crazy high pedestal in my house, and yes my sister is depressed and my parents put it on me to figure things out and make her better. I may have many people fooled by the smile on my face, but when i think about it this smile has been real a lot in the past two years. Although i'm still dealing with my cousin, i now have the 3 best friends i call my sisters that help me get through that and everything else life throws at me. I was also able to find this site which has helped me out soo much. I'm starting my senior year of college and i will be the first one to graduate in my family. I have a god son who is my world and another god child on the way. I found the best sport in the world which i love which is rugby. I play for my school and my city team in the summer, they have had such a big influence on me. Although there is a lot of bad sometimes you have to look back and see all the good that you do have. Writing this gives me great hopes for my future. Next time i'm feeling down and out i will reread this and hopefully it will remind me that i am blessed.