alone
I'm all alone :'( I have no one at school to call my true friend no one I can run to and no one who truly cares ... its nights like this I wish I was loved .. I wish I had someone I could run to and they would tell me that everything is all right .. I can't sleep and the nightmare brought me back to when I was little and I wet the bed... I haven't wet the bed in a long time but I use to and I would have to hide it before my dad found out because when I was younger and I did he would punish me then bath me.. I always have to clean up after lil kiki and keep her safe . I try my best to protect but who will protect me :'(
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hope_25 - you are doing a great job of staying strong in a situation that is awful and not your fault. You are protecting yourself as best as you can considering the situation. Can you save money and move out? i\'m sorry to hear about school. it is nearly impossible to feel we have a true friend when we are isolated, and I think from what I have seen you write that you are feeling isolated because of your situation. keep your chin up and don\'t forget we are here for you. hugs to you hope_25!!!!
hopeless, you are not alone, you have us here if you need us. My heart breaks that you don\'t have a mother that you can turn to to protect you, but you are strong and you can do this. Remember how special you are and gather your strength from the fact that you are innocent and those who have hurt you are evil. Please contact me directly if you need me.
Stay strong, hugs,
V
Thank you two it means a lot