Kacey1228

I'm absolutely going crazy. I never thought that losing what I thought were friends would affect me this bad. I think about it constantly. It's like I'm obsessing about it. I feel like I'm going...

I just don't know what to do. I don't understand how I'm feeling. I don't understand why I'm feeling this way. I really just want to hide. I'm so lonely, I feel like I'm going to go crazy. I have...

I told one of my DS friends that I was going to post a new journal entry, so here it is. I was feeling pretty good when I said that, and now, so quickly, things have changed. I am planning to move to...

I'm absolutely going crazy. I never thought that losing what I thought were friends would affect me this bad. I think about it constantly. It's like I'm obsessing about it. I feel like I'm going...

I just don't know what to do. I don't understand how I'm feeling. I don't understand why I'm feeling this way. I really just want to hide. I'm so lonely, I feel like I'm going to go crazy. I have...

It has been a long 3 days. My sister came from Savannah on Wednesday and left today. I really enjoyed spending time with her. I get so lonely. It was nice to go out to dinner. We went to Target and...

I'm back here on DS again, which is a good thing. I haven't even checked my messages in a while. It's not that I don't care, it's just that I have gotten kind of.....I don't know how to describe...

Today was a horrible day. I managed through it but it was hard. Frank was off work today and we'd planned to spend the day together. We were going to the Dalton Flea Market and to the Elijay Apple...

Me and Frank went to the flea market this morning. There's a really nice lady there who does airbrushing and we always talk to her. So, we stopped and wound up talking to her for about 20 minutes....

Since I've moved to my own place I've put my grandparents' house up for sale. Before my mom died she told each of my sisters that she wanted for me to be able to live in the house. She knew I'd have...

In my last journal entry I wrote about my friend Emma and how I was so sad for her in the loss of her husband and wanted to do something for her. I know the main thing is to be there for her. Turns...

Some years ago, when my mom was still alive, she gave piano lessons to a lady named Emma. Mom and Emma became fast friends and always ended up talking instead of studying piano. When me and mom were...

This is something that I know noone can answer but I just want to scream "Why?!!!!" I'll be going along doing fine and then for no reason my life is stopped by the fear, anxiety and panic attacks....

I've been doing really good lately. I've been doing so much better contolling and dealing with my panic attacks. But, tonight is a little different. I'm feeling panicky, just really anxious. I had a...