Kacey1228

It's been a long time since I wrote a journal. I've had some good things happening. I've been succesfully selling some of my things on E-bay and am so happy about it. It gives me something to do. I...

Me and Frank went to the flea market this morning. There's a really nice lady there who does airbrushing and we always talk to her. So, we stopped and wound up talking to her for about 20 minutes....

Since I've moved to my own place I've put my grandparents' house up for sale. Before my mom died she told each of my sisters that she wanted for me to be able to live in the house. She knew I'd have...

In my last journal entry I wrote about my friend Emma and how I was so sad for her in the loss of her husband and wanted to do something for her. I know the main thing is to be there for her. Turns...

Some years ago, when my mom was still alive, she gave piano lessons to a lady named Emma. Mom and Emma became fast friends and always ended up talking instead of studying piano. When me and mom were...

This is something that I know noone can answer but I just want to scream "Why?!!!!" I'll be going along doing fine and then for no reason my life is stopped by the fear, anxiety and panic attacks....

I've been doing really good lately. I've been doing so much better contolling and dealing with my panic attacks. But, tonight is a little different. I'm feeling panicky, just really anxious. I had a...

I am battling depression. I've battled it for many years but it is so frustrating because I have everything to be happy for. I have a new house that isn't old and isn't falling apart. My bills are...

Hey DS friends. I have noticed that when I get online here I don't have many messages or hugs. I'm sure I know why that is. It's because I haven't been on DS regularly and maybe I haven't been there...

I'm feeling very depressed today. My depression comes and goes, I know. First, I missed my pshychology appointment, which made me feel bad. I slept through my alarm, which I'd been doing better...

I am so sad right now. I've gone into depression. I cry all the time. Me and Frank argue all the time. I have no say in what goes on in this house. I payed for the house but I realize now that it's...

I'm sitting here on the floor of my new house typing, which is very uncomfortalbe. I don't have my computer table here, yet. The first couple of days here were great, until Frank got sick again and...

Frank was released from the hospital on the 27th after being there for 2 weeks. He went home with a feeding IV for nourishment and to get antibiotics. The home health nurse came out and showed me how...

Hello DS Friends! Frank went into the hospital on the 12th of August and is still there. I've been so tired when I get home that I've neglected getting onto DS. He called me from work on the 12th in...

There are some people who no longer want to know about any problems with me and Frank, so I have avoided talking about it. But, this being DS I still need to vent.About 1 month ago Frank made the...