savagerose

Well the night before my 21st. The fifth teenth of February I had a girls night with a new friend.. well it was fun we turned in for the night pretty early.. mind you though it's my 21st I have yet...

I wanted to hit him.. I seriously  stopped myself in the process  of doing it because what's the fucking point? Is he gonna agree with me more or less if I hit him.. or is he going to retaliate and...

this is more or less a vent,or even a sign of life.. considering i have not been on here in awhile.. im doing fine, im self managing my depression, anger, ptsd, etc... ive heard from several people...

Today is the one little girl I've basically adopted as my lil sis. Is her birthday. Also her last day in Washington before summer kicks in. I'm sad I won't be Able to see her but oh well I get to see...

Just sitting in bed thinking about all the painful things that has happened to me.. I'm 20 years old and I've been physically and mentally abused, sexually abused. I've lost 6 people in my family and...

So this week I learn that I may be homeless if I don't find a job.. the thing is I apply to almost everything and still no luck.. tonight I am going to bed praying to god that something good will...

I live each day simply because of certain beings depending on me. At this very moment i still cant say that they will be protected... those beings are my cats they are one of the very things i live...

It has been 4 days where I've had a constant migraine and ichy scalp I'm so miserable I want to shave my head so I never have to do it again.. for those who don't know I had my hair braided for the...

at first I was writing this about my mom but realize that it's not just her.. I've been packing her shit for the forth time in my life as usual at the last momment when I realize I really dont care...

So I have a very weak immune system and I'm anemia always so when something goes wrong I'm use to it XD... but i find it hilarious that I live with two women and have not synced to them I don't even...

Since I feel like these moments are so rare I'm gonna mark them down! BUT today I was happy even though I've been screwing up a whole lot I felt safe and loved and at peace with my life for the first...

today i was bothered by something that happened that normally would make me scream and or cry but instead i took it. i was bothered and quiet but that's better than nothing... and also i craved...

What is life? everybody asks themselves this question pretty frequently, yet none of us know the actual answer. to me life is friends family and a career you actually love. to others it may be the...

I have gone throughout my life wondering if certain statements that are made about me are true. If your weak hearted DO NOT CONTINUE READING THIS... but back to the subject, Ive been called so many...

looking upon my life and realizing that im constantly served struggles with a side of chaos. Dealing with the physical and mental abuse from my mother, her friends, my biological father, my step dad,...