Anniversaries

another anniversary of my grandfathers death. I really hate having to be reminded of this day but i guess its become an occurrence in my life now. I've learnt to cope better. its never easy having to remember someone who isn't here anymore but i guess a lot of things are like that. i think the end of relationships are slightly similar. you can't cry forever over something that isn't yours. you just have to deal with it and move on, that's the attitude I've adapted over the last few years. it works most of the time. i have the odd day where i'm upset and all that but i'm only human. i can't be 100% all of the time. sometimes i wish i was but then i wouldn't be who i am today i'm so much stronger now and i'm grateful for it.
as for my angel above? i miss him. a lot. but i know he's here with us and he's watching over me as i embark on my life and begin my adventure in the real world. that's enough to get me through anything. knowing he'll always be a part of my life and is remembered for the person he was makes me believe i can still succeed even though his body isn't actually with us, his spirit still lies within me. and that's good enough for me. i love you and i miss you but you're in a more peaceful place now. until we meet again <3